Flash Back

The other day while i was setting front of the computer surfing on the net, and downloading some old songs, songs which had relation with a period of my life, it was so great hearing them again they reminded me of my teen hood, when i first started to listen to love songs, what a lovely memories they made me remember, college time, my old friends, the sweet time we spent together, the empty head which was only thinking about studying hard (I was a hard working girl in that time ) and enjoying our time, no real responsibilities no anything,…, I wish I could return back to that time again much of things could be change, and much of decisions could be taken in a different ways, but I know I can change nothing, all I can do is looking back and learning from my mistakes but never regret the past, cause it wont help me feel better. I know that the idea of returning back to the past is just a wish which can never be true, I think many people remember that time and wish to return back and take other decisions and choose other ways in there lives, but we cant do that all we can do is trying to make our present worth to live and enjoy every good and bad moment in it, because even the bad things in life open our eyes to the good things. Learning from the past makes us take time and think well before taking the next step in our lives, and i think during my short journey in life I learned much of things.

I think we don’t have to look back and wish to get the past back, even if its easy to say that but hard to do it, but that’s what I keep telling myself and that’s what im trying to do, remember it and not make a big deal about it, because the past was it good or bad it’s the base we build our personality and our future on it, a future that we have to do our best to be proud of it, even if we couldn’t realise all the things we dreamed of but trying is much better than nothing, at least I can say to myself I did what I had to do and I am not sorry about anything.